Friday 15 May 2015

The other woman...

There seems to be another woman who is in my life that I don't know anything about. 

Scarlett: 'I had dinner with daddy's girlfriend.' 

Me: 'What?!' 

I won't use her real name, so I'll call her Fanny for now. Ok, that's childish, Jane she can be plain old Jane. 

Scarlett: 'I went in Jane's car. I went out with Daddy and Jane. Jane this, Jane that. I really like Jane.'

Well I don't. 

I know have no right to be annoyed, after 3 years he has finally found someone who will put up with him. I guess I just never thought that would happen. 

Sorry, that's rude but it's really getting my goat hearing about this other woman as it's getting more frequent. 

Scarlett did a sponsored walk and Jane's name is the first one on there - that pissed me off. It pissed me off most because I had forgotten about the bloody walk and hadn't sponsored my own child and she had. (£2.50 is a bit stingy though love.)

What happens if she is a better Mother than I am?! It's not hard, is it?! 

What happenes if Jane and Scarlett's Dad get married, will she want to be with them more than me? What happens if they have children together and their kids and Scarlett all live happily ever after? 

I'm sure Scarlett has been vocal about the relationships I have had. I have had 2 serious boyfriends in the past few years but now the shoe is on the other foot, it hurts a bit. 

I broke Scarlett's family apart because I wasn't happy but what if they can give her a proper 'family' life and I never can?  

Will I forever be the Single 'Yummy' Mummy scowling at Scarlett's other life? 

I don't want to be bitter and I'm trying not to be. I'm sure she is lovely, but I am going to stalk her Facebook page just to check (she shouldn't have put her full name on the sponsor form.) 

Am I a bit of a fruit loop? Tell me it's not just me who doesn't like the other woman? 




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