It's obviously not meant to be, the gym instructor cancelled her class tonight for bokwa so now I'm lazing in the bath.
I wouldn't usually care but I just got a rather tasty rebate so the only thing to do is to book a holiday, sun, sea and sex on the beach - the cocktail I mean....obviously.
Shame Scarlett can't come though as I'm going in September and she will be in school!
I bought her uniform earlier, how on earth is my little angel going off to school? I know every parent thinks it but it is so surreal.
It will be even weirder when I don't see her Tuesday morning until Friday evening as her Dad is having her.
I'm quite emotional about it all, her growing up, not being around all the time. I know it's for the best but the selfish part of me wants to scream 'she's all mine and I don't want her growing up!'
My heart broke the other day when she came back from nursery and told me the boy she likes wouldn't play with her. I asked what she said after he said that and she said
'I said I thought you were my best friend?'
She's so innocent bless her. Probably wasn't the best thing to say to her boys are all stinky you don't want a boyfriend anyway as she proceeded to tell her Grandma when I wasn't around.
Oops maybe I need to grow up :/
I'm off to hunt for some sweets... Night! X
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